 Name: TargeT aka, Steve aka, Beer Monkey
Age: 20
Location: Liverpool, England
Occupation: Part time job, University Student
Interests: Interests eh?... I do stuff yeah.... oh you wanna know what stuff? Well probably the same things as you
Music tastes: Alternative Metal, Prog Rock... anything basically excepting most Rap and Pop..... uhhh *shudders*
Music Groups: Muse, RadioHead, Cold, Static X,
Red Hot Chillie Peppers, Queens of the Stone Age, Tool, Brand New, Million Dead, Foo Fighters, Incubus, Metallica, Auf De Maur, Korn, NIN, Linkin Park, Pearl Jam, Fleet Wood Mac, R.E.M, Breed 77, Adema, Lost Prophets, Rage Agaist the Machine, Iron Maiden, Rammstein, System of A Down, AudioSlave
Films: Evil Dead, The Usual Suspects, Strange Days, The Good The Bad And The Ugly, Butch Cassidy and The Sundance Kid, WaterLoo, Lord of the Rings, Star Wars - Empire Strikes Back, Dog Soldiers, Akira, Donnie Darko, American Beauty, Saving Private Ryan, Fight Club, Memento, Reservoir Dogs, Pulp Fiction, Bridge Over The River Kwai
Books: 1984, 20000 Leagues under the sea, Modern Prometheus, Gunslinger, The Outcasts, Hitch Hickers Guide to the Galaxy
Quote: In the Beggining the Universe was created. This made alot of people very angry and has widely been considered as a bad move. - Hitchhickers Guide to the Galaxy
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Howdy ^^... just been thinking how I say a hell of alot but I never talk about anything important, I mean I talk to my friends about such complex and odd things as Politics and the whole general mish mash of things happening but I never talk about me lol. Im Steve not Stephen, I listen alot to everyone (well try not too in filth street) and generally steer clear about talking about myself which sucks majorly... Hell I hardly tell anyone what Ive done in University throughout the whole year cept for little snipits in the taxi home from a night out, even though the years been one of the greatest if not the greatest so far. I really need to start talking but not even many of my mates do either... I mean I dont know much about them either truthfully... seem to be in a group of strangers that have a good time and except each other as misfits but meh... maybe im going crazy and talking bollox.. I am writing this at the point of the night or morning rather were you over analyse everything and draw up twisted conclusions... like I said Im steve and not many of them know me too well... not really... Its all getting rather bothersome actually... im getting bored, restless and a tad indrawn and I seriously need to go on this holiday and 'chill-lax'. Anything bothers me I just shrug it off generally, not much does bother Steve actually, Stephen on the other hand gets majorly disturbed and irritated. Hell i dont know what im even talking about anymore... just getting a tad annouyed guess after talking too a friend. Maybe im always getting restless cause I just got to go and do something different, something else and brake out of this habit of being around people and friends but not interacting really and becoming more 'Steve' towards everything... hell that doesnt even make too much senece to me reading back... well most of it does... ahh to hell with it...
I have pretty strong views on certain things, while on others im pretty fickle... talking to Starky in the 'Chip shop come Kebab Place' weve claimed as our own after a night out with the usual people and got thinking about some pretty nasty stuff. Got into the realms of an 'eye for an eye' and such...
whats reasonabe justifed and right?... well its all pretty much goes out the window when it comes to peoples perspectives thinking about it... This wont make senece to many because you werent there and I cant be bothered outlinging the argument... suffice to say my perception is my reality, anyone elses... not my problem. Yes once more doesnt make sence but also again cause im lazy and cant be bothered outlining the argument ^^. Someone hurts me I hit back, someone angers me if there below contempt and i dont value there input I let it slide, if its someone I respect I'll argue sure... and IM blabbering now.... guess all this goes to show one thing... dont type early in the morning when you should be in bed...^^
I need a vacation... a few months in the tibetan hills sitting with some crazy monks should do it methinks ^^...
Posted at 07:45 pm by TargeT
 | | | Miscellaneous (Starky)
June 30, 2004 08:43 AM PDT
Thats the way man, you've entered the Miscellaneous way of thinking. Your reality is what's around you, and its yours. It doesn't matter what other people think, because you'll never see the world through their eyes; and they'll never see the things you've seen with yours.
Once again we have the tree falling in the forest scenario. The answer, which many people seem to forget, is there is no answer. Its how you percieve your reality that matters. So does it make a sound to me? No. Cos' if a tree falls in the middle of a deserted Mongolian forest, then it's sound its sound was never heard. Its in the heads of living things were this universe exists. | |
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June 29, 2004 12:53 PM PDT
Your at your most honest when your tired Ste. Alot of people go through life without taking a long hard look at themselves, cos most of the time they cant face who they are. Even tho ure an argumentative S.O.B. your still a good person (im never going to be able to deny saying that now am i :P)
You might feel like your not making sense to other people or not doing what you think they want you to do but at the end of the day as long as you can look and say "yeah, i did what was right for me" you can always be safe in the knowledge your a good individual.
And there you go, i've rambled an even more confusing convo thingy thatn u i think. LOL. | |
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