Im losing Focus; kind of drifting in the Abstract in terms of how I see Myself






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Name: TargeT aka, Steve aka, Beer Monkey

Age: 20

Location: Liverpool, England

Occupation: Part time job, University Student

Interests: Interests eh?... I do stuff yeah.... oh you wanna know what stuff? Well probably the same things as you

Music tastes: Alternative Metal, Prog Rock... anything basically excepting most Rap and Pop..... uhhh *shudders*

Music Groups: Muse, RadioHead, Cold, Static X,
Red Hot Chillie Peppers, Queens of the Stone Age, Tool, Brand New, Million Dead, Foo Fighters, Incubus, Metallica, Auf De Maur, Korn, NIN, Linkin Park, Pearl Jam, Fleet Wood Mac, R.E.M, Breed 77, Adema, Lost Prophets, Rage Agaist the Machine, Iron Maiden, Rammstein, System of A Down, AudioSlave

Films: Evil Dead, The Usual Suspects, Strange Days, The Good The Bad And The Ugly, Butch Cassidy and The Sundance Kid, WaterLoo, Lord of the Rings, Star Wars - Empire Strikes Back, Dog Soldiers, Akira, Donnie Darko, American Beauty, Saving Private Ryan, Fight Club, Memento, Reservoir Dogs, Pulp Fiction, Bridge Over The River Kwai

Books: 1984, 20000 Leagues under the sea, Modern Prometheus, Gunslinger, The Outcasts, Hitch Hickers Guide to the Galaxy

Quote: In the Beggining the Universe was created. This made alot of people very angry and has widely been considered as a bad move. - Hitchhickers Guide to the Galaxy


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Monday, May 17, 2004
How fickle I am...
Charming, Ive had my Blogspot not ten minutes and Iv'e betrayed her for a newer younger model.... Woe I say!... but Bloggdrive was all new and shiny and the constant whisperings off Starky about new templates and better comment boards finally turned my head :(.... alas I am but a man... an almost always drunken foolish man, but a man all the same.... speaking of alcohol (which I inveriably do) The Kneen hath coming into age soon!... and the partying shall be o' plenty I assure you! We shall go to Subculture on Friday and the Crazy House on Saturday, which should give us some variety indeed. Starky's buying the download tickets and all is right with the world.... well...er...apart from Iraq crisis and world starvation and the slow decaying breakdown of family values and moral bonds.... but hey my philosophy follows the code of the hippy which goes along the lines of 'Chill out man' In which I live in a self delusional world were nothing ever goes wrong,  Ringo Star actually was a very good drummer and no matter what people say Justin Timberlake isnt the new Michael Jackson... well Id rather be happy than right anyday if you ask me...

Right then first post and already its begining to shape up and really grow into the name which it has been bestowed with, because seriously people if you think your going to learn anything from reading this your wrong... oh actually perhaps you'll clock on im a deeply troubled person with an ego thats precisely the size of Ken Dodd....precisely. If you want some advice from good ol' Steve, whos not really that old and not even called Steve but Stephen... Never listen to anybody!... do what the hell you want, yeah yeah yeah we're all socialised and we all have restrictions placed on our actions by social structures (perhaps) but excercise your agency people!... stand infront of that yellow line at the front of the bus! talk loudly in the Liabraries! Dont line up in queues but make some sort of amusing 'S' shape!... and always insist that your sober and that 'no you would not like anyhelp to get out of the gutter, that you know your way home and of course its English your speaking'.... I know what you thinking :|... what on earth is this person talking about? hes completely lost his train of thought and the topics all over the place.... well 'ahem' *points too title of site* ... I never said reading what I write would be easy.... I even said it would be counter productive, but I applaud whoevers gotten this far, not much left to go :D...

I have absoloutley no idea what I want to do now Ive finished my first year at University... no idea whatsoever...dont know whether I want to stay on further and continue my academic life which is tedious and un-interesting in the main or go looking for a job... which will end up being tedious and on the whole Un-interesting.... but then again this isnt something new.. oh no no no... My lifes been one spontanious desicion after another, hell I only ever considered University because of this breif encounter with the school librarian...

'So what you gonna do now?'
'No Idea actually.... not a clue'
'Well there recruiting for Hope University through that door you know'
'Meh... Fair enough then'

And thus my Life was planned! well a year anyway.... been a good year tho...VERY good year, best so far If I do say myself and er...I do.... anywhooos time flies and the Dude Abides.... dont worry people I'll make my next post relevant....er.... promise :D

Posted at 05:17 pm by TargeT
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